We won't be deciding who to go with for the surgery until after June 5th when I have an appointment with Dr. Boachie.
So in the meantime, I'm really trying not to go nuts. I don't think I'm doing such a good job. For a while, I'd wake up in the middle of the night and not be able to go back to sleep. Now I can sleep, but all night long for days now, I have one nightmare after the other. Last night it was about my youngest, 8 year old daughter, and something was wrong with her. I'll wake up for a minute, realize I'm dreaming, and then fall asleep and go right back where I left off, or start over again.
We're hoping to schedule something for the fall. How do I settle my brain down? Someone said something to my hubby that isn't that a really long time to be worrying. Now I wonder.
I do want the time though to build myself up physically. If only I could do something about my head.
So in the meantime, I'm really trying not to go nuts. I don't think I'm doing such a good job. For a while, I'd wake up in the middle of the night and not be able to go back to sleep. Now I can sleep, but all night long for days now, I have one nightmare after the other. Last night it was about my youngest, 8 year old daughter, and something was wrong with her. I'll wake up for a minute, realize I'm dreaming, and then fall asleep and go right back where I left off, or start over again.
We're hoping to schedule something for the fall. How do I settle my brain down? Someone said something to my hubby that isn't that a really long time to be worrying. Now I wonder.
I do want the time though to build myself up physically. If only I could do something about my head.
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