Okay... I only have a little over 2 weeks to go until my surgery. I wake up every morning wanting to cancel this surgery and just forget that scoliosis is part of who I am. Is this a normal feeling? I know that I shouldn't be excited about surgery, but I sometimes just can't believe that this is going to happen. I just read the advice about sitting on a couch after surgery, something so simple that we take for granted every day. I am thinking, "this sucks!", I can't even snuggle on the sofa for weeks maybe months?
I am 35 and my curve is 60*, I am realistic and realize that this surgery is in my future like it or not. Right now I am just terrified about this surgery, my future and frankly I'm pissed off that this is my reality. I continue to be amazed at those of you who have had surgery seem to be recovering and I am praying that I will be another happy ending.
Thanks for listening
I am 35 and my curve is 60*, I am realistic and realize that this surgery is in my future like it or not. Right now I am just terrified about this surgery, my future and frankly I'm pissed off that this is my reality. I continue to be amazed at those of you who have had surgery seem to be recovering and I am praying that I will be another happy ending.
Thanks for listening
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