So I’m going through the motions of researching surgeons and making appointments and trying to make some sort of game plan...
And I am experiencing some of the most debilitating, crushing anxiety and panic attacks I’ve ever had. And the crying jags! Oh my lord, it’s a hot mess in my head right now. Trying to find a doc. Surgery. Pain. What the f*** am I gonna be able to do, and not do, with a fused spine.
I could on. It’s like and endless stream of consciousness of blind raging fear. With a dash of pissed off on top.
Thoughts? Comments? Anyone wanna slap some sense into me? I’m a disaster!
And I am experiencing some of the most debilitating, crushing anxiety and panic attacks I’ve ever had. And the crying jags! Oh my lord, it’s a hot mess in my head right now. Trying to find a doc. Surgery. Pain. What the f*** am I gonna be able to do, and not do, with a fused spine.
I could on. It’s like and endless stream of consciousness of blind raging fear. With a dash of pissed off on top.
Thoughts? Comments? Anyone wanna slap some sense into me? I’m a disaster!
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