I told my two closest friends about the brace. I guess it was wierd for them to see me in it (makes me look fat and like I have curves, when I'm "model thin") and I expected that. But, now they're treating me so differantly. Not like the person that they used to teat me like. I know that they're trying to help but throwing a pity party and treating me like I'm fragil, or a baby isn't helping. WHY are they treating me like a little kid who's not on the same level as them, even on simple things like clothes, make-up, or guys? I try not to talk about it but everything they say is like they're protecting me or like they're my babysitter or something. I know that they're trying to help but, I don't need them to be worried for me. I'm already worried about myself for all three of us. I just, really, really, really cann not take one more day of it. I'm 13- not 3! I don't want to deal with it at all, so I'm thinking about just skipping lunch and ingoring them (great, just what I need, more drama) but, before I do, any advice?
(P.S: I think that they are like, "Oh my gosh, poor, poor, poor, poor, poor Gwen. She has a spinal "disorder" it's a "handicap" and it leads to "deformation" and maybe a sugrey. how could she have scololsis?"
I've tried to talk to them about it and they say they'll stop but then they don't.Then they insist that they're still treating me the same, even after I threated to break-up the friendship. I know that they must be trying, but..)
I can't get them mad at either, in fear that they'll tell other people about my brace. I've been stuck, but I'm tired of it! Stupid scololsis! Why me?)
(P.S: I think that they are like, "Oh my gosh, poor, poor, poor, poor, poor Gwen. She has a spinal "disorder" it's a "handicap" and it leads to "deformation" and maybe a sugrey. how could she have scololsis?"
I've tried to talk to them about it and they say they'll stop but then they don't.Then they insist that they're still treating me the same, even after I threated to break-up the friendship. I know that they must be trying, but..)
I can't get them mad at either, in fear that they'll tell other people about my brace. I've been stuck, but I'm tired of it! Stupid scololsis! Why me?)
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