I think I have come to a point where I will at least take a long break if not just plain leave. I didn't want anyone (would there be?) wondering what happened to me. I am griefstricken with the losses within a week of each other of my father-in-law of almost 44 years quickly followed by the devastating death of my daughter's 35th week of pregnancy baby girl. Two funerals. Two burials. (And to watch your granddaugher's casket being covered with dirt is beyond words.) Too overwhelming. A baby's funeral, when you have held the little baby in your arms and rocked her, with no breath, is a cruel, heart-breaking, and difficult thing to deal with. Watching your own daughter in a deep, dark area is dreadful. Our lives will never be the same. We have had 8 grandchildren, but five are in heaven. This burden is too much. My heart is broken for my daughters and sons-in-law in so many ways, and for my husband and myself. My scoliosis and my CMT are nothing compared to what I am going through now. Thank you all for the past seven/eight years of fellowship and insight. May you all do well adjusting to life with scoliosis. Love, Susie
BTW- this last issue of JAMA had articles concerning pain that may be of interest to some of you. (One last little tidbit-- mostly because I had ended with "adjusting to life with scoliosis"...)
BTW- this last issue of JAMA had articles concerning pain that may be of interest to some of you. (One last little tidbit-- mostly because I had ended with "adjusting to life with scoliosis"...)
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