I trust him very much, especially the hospital and the experience it has and the accreditation for being one of the best if not THE best in our area. I guess after making the decision to commit to having this done I am still confident I am making the right decision but I am also very terrified. I guess my biggest fear is that I would have this fusion done only to find out afterwards at some point that the pain that I am feeling now, before surgery, still persist after surgery and I am left asking, "What did I do that for?" and not have the ability to take it all back. I guess its nerves and anxiety now that make me keep thinking, "Man I sure hope the costs and what I am giving up in terms of flexibility and range of motion, sure are worth it after its all said and done."

Does any of that make sense?