Congratulations, Mike!
I remember vividly the day I called and said "sign me up for surgery." I couldn't believe I had actually made the call when I hung up. But, I felt the same as you - as was super scared, but at the same time I was excited to think that I could actually walk without being in terrible pain after 2 steps!
I had been reading the forum for 18 months prior to setting my surgery date. I will say, reading these posts gave me a lot of self confidence. I kept thinking "if all these people have done it, then I can do it." I remember reading a post that said "there are 3 things that are essential for preparing for surgery:
1. Learn as much as you can about the surgery and recovery
2. Get in the best physical shape as possible
3. Trust your surgeon.
I did all 3 of those items and it helped me immensely. I think the #1 thing for me was that I 100% trusted my surgeon, and I 100% trusted myself to do whatever was necessary to a good outcome/recovery.
You can do this and I wish you all the luck!
Kathy
Decompression surgery L4/L5
April 3, 2015
Twin Cities Spine Center - Dr. Joseph Perra
Fused from T11 - Sacrum anterior/posterior
June 24, 2016 - 55 years old at surgery
Twin Cities Spine Center - Dr. Joseph Perra
Before Surgery: 42 degrees lumbar, 28 degrees thoracic
After Surgery: 10 degrees lumbar, ?? Thoracic
2 inches taller