So I kept half waking up this morning in the middle of this terrible nightmare where I had just woke up after having scoliosis surgery. (I know this sounds so 5-year-old problem, but apparantly I have been thinking about surgery too much lately). I guess my back was aching when I was sleeping, so I was dreaming about how I my pain meds after surgery were wearing off. Oddly, In my dream I was walking around right after I got up, and I went swimming in a lake the same day.... lol... but I just felt sick when I woke up and the thought of my nightmare makes my stomach turn. I don't know why it was so disturbing. I think I keep thinking that if I have surgery (which I really need cause my curves are progressing) I am just oging to completely screw up my back for life and it's all going to be my fault because it's my decision at this point whether I want surgery or not. ahhh, anyone else have weird dreams like this?
Abbie
Abbie
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