So this was heartbreaking and depressing news my doctor gave me. I'm sick and tired of living with the very visible curve. I've been looking forward to the surgery hoping for some degree of correction. Health benefits are fantastic, but ya know.. I'm just sad. It's hard to look forward to this.
I've been overwhelmed with bouts of depression and I tried to look forward to this. that maybe a positive change would be the inspiration I need...because I need inspiration.. but I'm just stuck. I'm overwhelmed with the thought that "I just can't take the sadness anymore".
Doctor just says there's not lot of flexibility in my main curve and he's afraid trying to correct it would paralyze me.
I've been overwhelmed with bouts of depression and I tried to look forward to this. that maybe a positive change would be the inspiration I need...because I need inspiration.. but I'm just stuck. I'm overwhelmed with the thought that "I just can't take the sadness anymore".
Doctor just says there's not lot of flexibility in my main curve and he's afraid trying to correct it would paralyze me.
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