It's been years since I have been contemplating about surgery and whether or not I actually need it. Now that my curves have progressed and my back pain increased, I am constantly re-evaluating my decision and thoughts of surgery. In 2007 when I was scheduled for surgery but backed out, I had minimum back pain but my main concern at the time was my cosmetic appearance. Today, I learned to accept my body the way it is and dress my curves so that no one even notices I have have a curved back. But, I am in a lot more discomfort these days, I limit myself as to what I do. I have a family and a full time job and although I have great help in my life I still exprience spasms, sciatica nerve pain, low back pain, neck pain and just overall feeling tired all the time. Over the years I noticed how I do less physical work and activities but I am always feeling like I had a really hard day. Every time I need to run an errand or just pick up groceries I know that afterwards I will be in pain and it just kills me. I often can't stand for long time or walk alot. I used to wear heels every day and lately I notice how much I love flat shoes! I don't think it is normal to feel this way at age 30. My husband says that in 5 years it probably will feel even worse if I do not do anything about it. Since I am not the type of person who loves to exercise to strenghten my back, I often end up going to PTs, doctors for injections, and get lots of massages to relax my muscles. All of this has lead me to finally make a step forward and make the appointment to see the surgeon again. I hope to learn more about the progression of my curves since 2008 and to get an opinion from Dr. Boachie. I know that I am a surgery candidate but it is really difficult to make that dreadful decision. Hopefully he will enlighten me on January 9th!
Thanks to all on this forum for such great information and for updating us on your progress! You have been great support!!
Mariya
Thanks to all on this forum for such great information and for updating us on your progress! You have been great support!!
Mariya
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