My surgery is July 18th and I am not doing well for many reasons. To begin, I am very nervous about having this surgery. During my first surgery, May 2010, my kidneys stopped working for three days and I almost had to go on dialysis. During my second surgery, there was the chance that I would have been paralyzed. I am , also, very concerned about what if this surgery does not work and I go through all of this for nothing. I am now in CA and know no one here as my daughter refuses to come here and help me. I screamed at her on the phone yesterday and now she , most likely, will not talk to me for a long time. I have nothing to say to her except how upset and angry she has made me. There is always the chance that I will not make it thru this surgery and she just doesn't seem to care. It is going to be very hard on me when I return home from the hospital and rehab to have no one here to help me except my 16 year old son who doesn't cook or drive.I just feel alone as my husband is off his meds and is acting out as a child.
Thanks for listening
Melissa
Thanks for listening
Melissa
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