I've been re-scheduled for Nov 17th, so now have a firm date. Now I keep waking up in the wee hours of the morning, having a little anxiety attack and not being able to go back to sleep. I've been busy lately, so don't spend much time thinking about it during the day. But obviously it's bothering me sub-consciously. I keep having doubts about going through with this--my pain's not that bad, and so many things could go wrong! I'm even second-guessing my choice of a surgeon (have I really checked him out thoroughly?), etc. I had to switch to a different hospital because the first one's not on my insurance, so now I'll be having it at a hospital that he usually doesn't operate at, and according to his assistant, they don't have the state-of-the-art equipment there. But I can't afford $4,000 to get it done at the other hospital that's not on my insurance plan.
Help! Is anyone else going through this anxiety and second thoughts?
Help! Is anyone else going through this anxiety and second thoughts?
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