taylor
10-11-2008, 09:57 PM
I hope this question is appropriate for this forum. If not, please accept my apology. I got terrible news yesterday. I have had several surgeries (haven't we all?). I am trying to line up revision surgery for my neck first, then my spine. It will take a few months due to other family issues. I have been in pain management for a few years now. My pain Dr was arrested yesterday! I saw it on the local evening news. I am on what some may consider high dose of medication, but it is very necessary. I don't know where or how to find another Dr. I don't have the stamina to sit in waiting room after waiting room only to be told that we don't write those kinds of meds, or that we must start over and jump through the hoops only to prove that "no that is not effective" How do you find a Dr & ask these kinds of questions on the phone? I am in so much pain that it amazes me that it does not take your life. I never would have believed that this much pain would not kill you. I learned that it does not kill you, but it sure takes the quality of life & causes many issues. I feel so hurt by his actions. Why would he do this to people who are suffering? I'm sorry to rant, I just needed to talk to someone. I appreciate everyone here.