Hi everyone well less then a week to go now, and getting exicited and also very neavous.. i know everyone probably does before something like this.
I just keep thinking what if its me that is paralized how wouuld i cope, i know its very rare, but you still think about it.
I was even last night thinking about ringing up and cancelling, but i know i need it, my parents said they will be by me whatever i decide but think i am better having it now, then in a few years time...
My brother finally contacted me and wished me good luck which was nice cause i dont normally hear from him unless he wants something
Anything i should know about last minute prep would be much appriacted, i hav emost things packed now like night gowns and that, which i might not use but taking just in case, they did say they would like me to stay in the hospital gown because it is open backed so they can see my back easier without me having to sit up i can just roll to the side...
Getting very neavous i know it will better after though
I just keep thinking what if its me that is paralized how wouuld i cope, i know its very rare, but you still think about it.
I was even last night thinking about ringing up and cancelling, but i know i need it, my parents said they will be by me whatever i decide but think i am better having it now, then in a few years time...
My brother finally contacted me and wished me good luck which was nice cause i dont normally hear from him unless he wants something
Anything i should know about last minute prep would be much appriacted, i hav emost things packed now like night gowns and that, which i might not use but taking just in case, they did say they would like me to stay in the hospital gown because it is open backed so they can see my back easier without me having to sit up i can just roll to the side...
Getting very neavous i know it will better after though
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