OMG! I am having a major breakdown this morning. We went to New Orleans yesterday to do all the pre-op clearance, the lung dr., the bending and traction x-rays. All that stuff. The last appt. was with her surgeon. He went over all the details of the surgery. She will be fused from t-3 to t-12. Then came the time to sign the surgery consent. That was hell...... You always know in the back of yor mind what can haooen with any type of surgery, but hearing it, was not a good thing.
I am just full of emotions right now. I am second-guessing our decision. I jsut don;t know. I mean who am I to decicde the rest of her life for her???? Because this undoubtly will be affecting her for the rest of her life.
I am just full of emotions right now. I am second-guessing our decision. I jsut don;t know. I mean who am I to decicde the rest of her life for her???? Because this undoubtly will be affecting her for the rest of her life.
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