hey there
This is my first post so sorry it might be a little long winded.
I was diagnosised at 13 and went to the hospital for check ups for the next three years, they were going to brace me and fitted me but then said there was no point as the curve was under my sholder blade and it wouldn't do anything. By this time i was 15 and they were talking about surgery. I would go up to the hospital crying, get there and cry and leave crying, basically it scarred the shit out of me.
So now i am 24 and the curve has obviously got worse since i was 15 and most obviously my ribs have twisted alot so i have an attractive bump on my back (right side) and front (left) and uneven breasts (the wonder of a wonderbra with a pad in just one side horay!).
I recently started on an anti acne drug called roeaccutane and since then my back has started to give me a bit of pain (like a trapped nerve) at the bottom of my right rib (on my back).
I went to the doctor and she said go back to the scoliosis hospital, i am now waiting to be seen, but i know they will operate (as they wanted to 9 years ago) and am getting a bit scarred!
i guess what i want to know is did anyone else find out about their scoliosis and then run away? i feel like the doctors are going to have a massive go at me for not keeping in touch with them and tell me off for letting my back get worse (it was 37 degrees when i was 15)
and also wondered if 24 is a "normal" age for surgery or am i quite old (i feel more able to cope with the prospect of an operation than when i was a teen)
it seems like everyone here got told the news and dealt with i t well, it has taken me 9 years to face it, am i the only one?
This is my first post so sorry it might be a little long winded.
I was diagnosised at 13 and went to the hospital for check ups for the next three years, they were going to brace me and fitted me but then said there was no point as the curve was under my sholder blade and it wouldn't do anything. By this time i was 15 and they were talking about surgery. I would go up to the hospital crying, get there and cry and leave crying, basically it scarred the shit out of me.
So now i am 24 and the curve has obviously got worse since i was 15 and most obviously my ribs have twisted alot so i have an attractive bump on my back (right side) and front (left) and uneven breasts (the wonder of a wonderbra with a pad in just one side horay!).
I recently started on an anti acne drug called roeaccutane and since then my back has started to give me a bit of pain (like a trapped nerve) at the bottom of my right rib (on my back).
I went to the doctor and she said go back to the scoliosis hospital, i am now waiting to be seen, but i know they will operate (as they wanted to 9 years ago) and am getting a bit scarred!
i guess what i want to know is did anyone else find out about their scoliosis and then run away? i feel like the doctors are going to have a massive go at me for not keeping in touch with them and tell me off for letting my back get worse (it was 37 degrees when i was 15)
and also wondered if 24 is a "normal" age for surgery or am i quite old (i feel more able to cope with the prospect of an operation than when i was a teen)
it seems like everyone here got told the news and dealt with i t well, it has taken me 9 years to face it, am i the only one?
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