Hi Everyone,
Well my surgery is one week from Monday. Work has been crazy in trying to tie up lose ends, transfer cases, court reports and meetings. I seem to be working from Dawn to midnight and the same on the weekends. I have been going to physical therapy for the pain to avoid pain meds. Keeping my exercises up as best as possible. Gee for all the work I should be going on a European Vacation instead of the hospital. It is hard to sit still these days. At least I sleep because I just drop into bed at night. I work with emotionallly disturbed children as a therapist and one child walked up behind be and started beating me on the back screaming bad back I hate you. Well gee I had those same thoughts as a child I think. The week has been very emotional as the children have such a difficult time with change. Most have no families. It's hard not to feel a little guilty like I'am abandoning them because they have such difficulty with attachments and adults seem to always let them down. Wew, sorry about the wordiness I guess I just needed to spill my guts a little. Just keeping you posted. I get so much out of reading everyone's posts. I have learned an incredible amount of information. It was 1964 when I learned I had scoliosis and went into my first milwakee brace. Many years have gone by since then.
Thanks for Everything!
Christine
Well my surgery is one week from Monday. Work has been crazy in trying to tie up lose ends, transfer cases, court reports and meetings. I seem to be working from Dawn to midnight and the same on the weekends. I have been going to physical therapy for the pain to avoid pain meds. Keeping my exercises up as best as possible. Gee for all the work I should be going on a European Vacation instead of the hospital. It is hard to sit still these days. At least I sleep because I just drop into bed at night. I work with emotionallly disturbed children as a therapist and one child walked up behind be and started beating me on the back screaming bad back I hate you. Well gee I had those same thoughts as a child I think. The week has been very emotional as the children have such a difficult time with change. Most have no families. It's hard not to feel a little guilty like I'am abandoning them because they have such difficulty with attachments and adults seem to always let them down. Wew, sorry about the wordiness I guess I just needed to spill my guts a little. Just keeping you posted. I get so much out of reading everyone's posts. I have learned an incredible amount of information. It was 1964 when I learned I had scoliosis and went into my first milwakee brace. Many years have gone by since then.
Thanks for Everything!
Christine
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