It's been a long couple days, a whole lot going on with work and family, stresses are really high right now.
January will be here before we know it and I'll be going through the big one and waking up on the other side of surgery before I even know what's hit me, I'm sure. Jeez, time really speeds up more and more every year it seems.
Today has been especially difficult as far as the inescapable pain I'm having. Nothing helps. Stretching, compresses, muscle relaxers... nothing
A small part of me wonders if I'll back out once the date comes. There's always so much to do, things that need to be taken care of, kids that need to be taken care of, and my beautiful fiance', her health is bad and she's been in the hopital alot lately. Work is INSANE! I swear we are so shorthanded that each of us are doing at least 5 peoples jobs and it's just a non-stop full-throttle million mile an hour meat grinder that leaves you spit out and broken at the end of the day. I just don't know if I can be taken out of the equation of everythin going on to be able to get through this and heal and do what needs to be done. Sigh.
On the bright side I did make my 3rd quarter bonus today, even as tough as the numbers have been, as impossable as the goals have been set with the ever increasing corporate atmosphere, we freakin' made our numbers and got the gold this quarter!!!!! Now I can buy adequate beds for our little ones and not stress so so much for a moment about the ever looming bills.
Yay!
The doc says he prefers to use donor blood and donor bone but it's entirely up to me. Jeez I dunno, there seems so little time to think it through adequately, everything just zips and zooms so fast. If anybody's been bored enough to read this far and has any oppinions on that, what do you think? Would appreciate some feedback if you don't mind and have the time.
Wow, I've really rambled.
God bless you all and take care.
- Davis
January will be here before we know it and I'll be going through the big one and waking up on the other side of surgery before I even know what's hit me, I'm sure. Jeez, time really speeds up more and more every year it seems.
Today has been especially difficult as far as the inescapable pain I'm having. Nothing helps. Stretching, compresses, muscle relaxers... nothing
A small part of me wonders if I'll back out once the date comes. There's always so much to do, things that need to be taken care of, kids that need to be taken care of, and my beautiful fiance', her health is bad and she's been in the hopital alot lately. Work is INSANE! I swear we are so shorthanded that each of us are doing at least 5 peoples jobs and it's just a non-stop full-throttle million mile an hour meat grinder that leaves you spit out and broken at the end of the day. I just don't know if I can be taken out of the equation of everythin going on to be able to get through this and heal and do what needs to be done. Sigh.
On the bright side I did make my 3rd quarter bonus today, even as tough as the numbers have been, as impossable as the goals have been set with the ever increasing corporate atmosphere, we freakin' made our numbers and got the gold this quarter!!!!! Now I can buy adequate beds for our little ones and not stress so so much for a moment about the ever looming bills.
Yay!
The doc says he prefers to use donor blood and donor bone but it's entirely up to me. Jeez I dunno, there seems so little time to think it through adequately, everything just zips and zooms so fast. If anybody's been bored enough to read this far and has any oppinions on that, what do you think? Would appreciate some feedback if you don't mind and have the time.
Wow, I've really rambled.
God bless you all and take care.
- Davis
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