My March 11th surgery has been canceled .My pre-op blood work came back and shows a high blood sugar number and my surgeon refuses to do the surgery until my blood sugar number is back down near the normal range. I am in so much pain and no one seems to care.I do not know if I will be able to get up the courage and the strength to try to have the surgery again. I have so much stress in my life and this is just more. I am so depressed that all I want to do is just crawl into a hole and cover myself up and never come out again.I have to get a referred to go see a endocrinologist and then when the blood sugar is under control then book another appointment with my surgeon. It took an hour in my Doctor's office this morning to try to find a vein and when she couldn't she sent me to the hospital where they spent a hour ,also ,trying to find a vein. They finally did after a hour.I just do not understand how 3 months ago my blood sugar was normal and now it is considered severe diabetes.I was looking forward to looking better this Spring and now it is not to be, if ever.My doctor's nurse said that she would call me in strong pain killer. I do not want to get addicted to it.
There is no way that I will be able to stick my finger or any other part of my body as I am unable to cause myself pain
Anyway,thanks for listening.
If I get a new surgical date I'll get back on line here .Otherwise, it does not matter as I do not know if I will choose to have surgery as I do not know if I will have the strength to go through this again
Good night
Melissa
There is no way that I will be able to stick my finger or any other part of my body as I am unable to cause myself pain
Anyway,thanks for listening.
If I get a new surgical date I'll get back on line here .Otherwise, it does not matter as I do not know if I will choose to have surgery as I do not know if I will have the strength to go through this again
Good night
Melissa
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